Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Questions??

Ignorance... The term has been in my mind since the last 2 months. The academic year as i thought would start with a happy note, but then god had something in the mind. I felt i was being ignored... Those friends whom i thought would care dint look at me.. Whenever I looked up to them, they would talk to me as if I snatched their precious goose and killed it.. This has led to some bad relationships recently, & i feel jo hua acche ke liye hua... Let them realise it...

There have been too many questions in my mind... Who am I??? Why the hell did I come here??? What is the purpose of my existence here??? Although some days seem to be normal, the others have been filled with hatred look by my mates... The reason--- I simply don't know... may be somebody filled their ears against me... I don't say I am too knowledgeable, but I am proud to tell I know too many things.. Thanks to my parents who imbibed in me the thinking process and reading habit to know and understand things in an open mind... I say I am creative to some extent, but what is the use of this creativity when there are people who don't appreciate this creativity???

 The world of practicality is lost. Human has become so mean and arrogant... Every1 is filled with poison... The poison that destroys them... I have been trying to tell this to many people, but then their nature of not listening to me has kept this thought to myself only...

The only time they look up to me is during assignments... Its like at the moment, they are struck by an arrow saying, this guy can do and they cannot... So mean to get more marks through me only...

Recently I  have been too punctual to things, what is the use of it to some people??? They simply think--- Chalta hai bhai, jab kaam hojata hai toh iski kya jarrorat....

I always think, I am on a path of self discovery, but then there are people out there who think they have nothing to learn...

Writing this blog, my mind is still filled with questions.. may be someone has an answer to it.